"Going Public"

So I've had this blog for a couple of months and at first it was pretty much just for myself but now I'm thinking about letting others read it and maybe that'll help me keep it positive. One of my main reasons in letting others read this is because there is a lot/ will be a lot of who I am in here. I treat this blog as my journal and there are some things in here that are very personal and close to my heart which is part of the reason why I haven't announced the fact that I have a blog until now. It is your choice if you want to read every blog post or just one or none at all but if you are going to read this I ask that you respect my opinions and when I need to rant about something I'm going to rant about it. I want people to read this and learn a different side of me and maybe through me you can learn something but I don't want be to torture me or make fun or say any mean things on here. This is my place to write my thoughts so please respect that.

Today I found an app on my iPad called GMH which stands for Gives Me Hope. I found this app/site very interested. This site is a place where people can state the people that give them hope and why. I think it is a great site and a great lesson. It shows me that in the darkest hour of ones life one can still find hope in a person or tiny event or something else in their life. It's so amazing to me and makes me want to make me be more positive about not so bad life.

If you didn't/don't read my very first post in my blog I have a few rules for my blogs. I have to stay positive, or at least end on a positive note, and I have to end each post with an uplifting quote. This is to help me stay positive after rants and when I feel down I ma forced to look for some light in my life. I am going to add one more rule to this list, I am going to start saying something that gives me hope at the end of each blog so I can see the light in my life already. I feel that this will help me even more through my struggles. I have other rules but I haven't really kept up with them but I am going to try harder. I have been pretty bad about writing at least once a week, i havent written since April, so I am going to try to do better at that.

In conclusion of this long blog post I would just like to thank all of you for just looking at this blog, even if it was just boredom or curiousity. It means a lot that you could be doing something else and instead you are reading this. I don't really care who/ how many people read this. Even if no one does or just one person writing this still helps me and I really enjoy it. So once again thanks.

All the amazing people in my life, GMH

Quote of the Day: "Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain but it takes character and self control to be understanding and forgiving." - Dale Carnegie

Just as a side note I write blogs by writing what's in my head. Sometimes random ideas/things pop up. This blog doesn't have proper grammar and it probably seems very unorganized. But I really do write thoughts that pop into my head sometimes it took a couple of thoughts to get there so it may seem the thought came out of nowhere but it didn't. I apologize if all this seems sporadic and random but that's just how it's going to be.